I finally started writing a blog post about one of the many topics I've alluded to writing about over the past few months. One of the topics that I feel is a bit complex and complicated, and worthy of discussing.
But it didn't work. It feels weird.
Somehow, with the words down on the page, it seems like it's a trivial topic to discuss. Also, like its something that I don't have the right to discuss because of decisions that I've made. So, it's sitting, in the drafts bin. And I don't know if it will ever see the light of day.
There's a few posts like that. I don't know if they'll ever see the light of day.
The worst part is, they're all about topics that probably should be discussed. Things like impostor syndrome. And employment standards. And tonight's topic, femininity.
But I'm scared shitless to put my thoughts out there on a real webpage about these topics (and a million others). Which probably means I really should start tackling some of them.
Perhaps someday I'll find some courage.